Blame & Guilt

What if they don't want me?

I won't be welcome there

Stanley doesn't even know me

I'd just be in their hair

I guess i have nothing here

Now that Belle Reve is gone

I realize now the terrible truth

My sister is my only bond

Everyone has deserted me

Even my dead boyfriend

For some reason everyone leaves

I hurt them in the end

Now I'm kind of a nomad

Looking for a place to bunk

"Everything that i own

Is in that trunk"(Williams 41).

I feel like i have many secrets

And in a way i guess i do

I cringe at the thought of confession

Oh boy! If Stella ever knew

She would think i let down the family

That i filled our name with shame

But she's the one that deserted first

So she has to carry some blame

Maybe its just the guilt

That makes me so insecure

But i have no one to talk to now

I'll have to learn to endure

I know that Stanley's suspicious

But I'm not sure what about

I heard him say "I have a lawyer acquaintance

who will study these out"(Williams 44).

They're going to know eventually

And soon that time will come

But until they straight out confront me

I'm going to just play dumb.